Guidance

I am at standing at the road diverged at two..no three..and I am frozen once again. I am stuck in a foggy frozen bog and I am in need of guidance and pushing pulling. Grrrhhh!!

I am between a couple things and I don't want to be stuck writing a couple drafts that putz out and never solidfy into a piece of brilliant writing. I am leaning towards the secret girlfriend thing yet not sure if I can write it, or what I would focus on. I could focus on my love for her and inability to be with her because of the lack of acceptance from my parents. I could focus on the inability to leave Tim to be with her because her was in the more conformed comfortable realm. I could focus on my fear to be with her.

Maybe help guide me...